today test..so careless..wrote the wrong probability..got it wrong for second half of the questions..i only have myself to blame..who tell me to get sick the day before and having such headaches..complacency setting in..well now its chem again..the previous test was a screwed up too..din study periodicity at all..and 2 questions to be done in 4 minutes..how to get correctly answered..sianz..and with so many council events coming up..guess i gonna die..other ppl have syf..i haf my own sch events to handle..ppl think that i am so relax so free..but obviously they din know what i did behind the scene..its not that i try to take credit for what i do..but its like u do so much and u hear other ppl say what a slacker u are..jus becos i dun haf a cca that stretches to well 8pm..pls..that is why i tried to suggest council transparency to the sch..well pls note..every event when we get to it..we will be damn busy..try staying back til 10 pm for every rehearsals..attending countless of meeting and making countless of amendment to your proposal just make u sick..and why..its becos we do not haf a very supportive and encouraging student body..does it make it my fault..now we have dancefest..a supposedly not our event but thrown to us by the ever lame principal..obviously dance club doesnt have the initiative to go and get logistics things done with the av crew..which means i have to poke myself into this matter as a council technical officer..songfest..logistical stuff all under me..i did my part, just waiting for response..the sch encourages the online msging system..but seems to me nothing gets replied..den its LTC..i am the AIC to this event..which means i am doing most of the overseeing and giving my two cents worth of opinion and hope to improve our ideas to make this camp a good one..who say i am not busy..class matters..all i have been taking charge..even cip..actually class matters i dont really bother..cos not many actually bothers about what the sch is doing anyway..and now Science D..being a nominated leader by the NE comm..i been ask to initiate invlovement of students in JC dialogue session happening in just a few weeks time..and next week is Friendship Week..more rubbish to be put up for show which not really alot of ppl bother about..overall i am just plain busy..plain busy..and pls if u dont have eyes to see for what i did behind the scene..pls keep ur mouth shut..just shut..no one will say if you are dumb if u dun open ur mouth..i will be super busy when all of u arent anymore..and u know what..5 hours of sleep is not enuff..my day just evolve round sch,work and revision..revision that i make a point to do it..who ask me not to be academically inclined..need to work harder than the rest..and expecting too much from myself doesnt helps..no point saying so much..i wonder how many ppl actually is reading my blog oso..

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